I hope I can remember


Greetings Reader,

Last week someone told me how much they liked the way I rendered a Sanskrit phrase into English in my book, Journey Into the Bhagavad Gita.

It was an especially meaningful compliment because I’d put a lot of thought into how to render this particular phrase. I felt obliged to honor the requirement of matter-of-factness in the delivery of one of the Gita’s heavier reality checks. I also felt the need to convey the message with a level of poetic sensitivity that would honor the lyrical character of the Gita's verses and, in the process, take some of the edge off of the message.

The phrase in question, duḥkhālayam aśāśvatam, appears in the 15th verse of the 8th chapter of the Gita. After looking at many different word-for-word equivalents and fluent translations, I chose to render the phrase as, “this transient place of sorrows.”

It’s how Krishna characterizes the essential nature of the material world.

The Gita attributes the inevitability of sadness to one of the world’s great mysteries: the indomitable force of time.

One of my teachers describes time this way:

“Ruling the life of every atom, every star and galaxy, every microbe and king, it is all-powerful. It objectively exists — we see its effects everywhere — and yet we can’t quite put our finger on it, can’t quite figure out what it is. Everything has its origin within time, yet time, limitless and all-pervading, seems to have no origin beyond itself.” ~ Jayadvaita Swami, Vanity Karma: Ecclesiates, the Bhagavad-gita, and the Meaning of Life

When did time begin? Well, you can’t have a “when” without the existence of time, so it’s kinda hard to say. Questions about time have a way of chasing their own tails.

We can think of time as a continuous linear force that propels us through sequences of past, present, and future.

We can think of time as a container that holds a perpetual cycle of creation, maintenance, and destruction.

And we can think of time as a marker of when something is meant to happen:

“To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;” ~ Ecclesiastes 3:1-4

The sky can be a wonderful source of inspiration for contemplating the simultaneously linear and cyclical nature of time.

I’m blessed to have a wonderful view of the sky from our apartment, and when I look at a crescent moon swinging low in the night sky, I think about how the moon was here long before I arrived and will still be here long after I’m gone, arriving every night to look down on the Earth and departing at its appointed hour when the sun rises.

For me, the sky represents both time and eternity; the passing of light into darkness and back again marking time while the act of becoming new at every moment, moment after moment, transcends moments.

Some years ago, I happened to pass by a couple who were looking at the sky.

Or at least they were looking in the direction of the sky. I don't know what they were seeing.

I only saw them for a second (any more would have been intrusive), but I think I will always remember them; their image was so powerful and sad and sweet, all at the same time.

It was an image of love in anticipation of separation.

I was visiting someone who was residing at an assisted living facility. As I walked through a wing reserved for people for whom time was short, I passed by an open door.

I glanced side-long into the room as I passed by, without hardly turning my head or breaking my stride. An elderly couple were sitting together, facing a window, their backs to the door.

She was in a wheelchair, her head resting on the shoulder of the man sitting stoically in the chair beside her.

The setting outside the building was quiet and pastoral. The window in their small third floor room offered them an unobstructed view of the sky; a painting of light unfolding above a hill that rolled gently up from behind a parking lot.

She would be leaving soon.

I thought about how lucky they were; how she would leave her body with someone who loved her by her side; how he got to be with her to support her in her moment of greatest need.

Time is the great separator; the demolisher of dynasties and destroyer of worlds. In the end, nothing and no one withstands the test of time.

Time is also the great uniter; the cradle of creation and cause for celebrations. In the end, all of us find meaning and purpose in relationship to time.

Once upon a time, I used to be able to just look at the sky without thinking about it or holding on to it or feeling anxious about spending time looking at the sky when I had so many things that needed to get done . . . in time.

As this year heads into the home stretch and the new year readies itself for yet another on-time arrival, I’m making a vow to set aside some time every day to just look at the sky.

I hope I can remember how to do it.

Wishing you all good fortune and a happy New year,

- Hari-k
P.S.: Free In-Person Pop-Up Yoga Class This Saturday Morning, January 3rd at the Omni Shoreham Hotel, 2500 Calvert Street NW in Washington, D.C. It's a 60-minute Jivamukti-style vinyasa class that starts at 9:00 am. The class will be held in the Diplomat Room: from the main entrance, go through the lobby, make a right turn at the restaurant, go down the half-stairs on the left and turn right - it's right there. No registration required — just show up. Please come. Bring a friend.

P.P.S.: Free In-Person Meditation and Conversation Next Monday evening, January 5th! I will be the guest teacher at Luneh Yoga's Meditation Sangha, a free community space for stillness, presence, and mindful connection. Our topic for the evening will be Spiritual Relationships and will include some musical mantra meditation. The sangha starts at 6:15 pm. Luneh Yoga is located at 2000 S Street in the Dupont Circle neighborhood of Washington, D.C. This is a free event: CLICK HERE to register.

P.P.P.S.: Listen to my conversation with Swami Padmanabha on his Free Radical podcast, an unscripted adventure into the realm of sacred curiosity that invites listeners into real conversations that bridge spirituality and everyday life. CLICK HERE to check it out.


Hari-kirtana das

Hari-kirtana is an author, mentor, and yoga teacher who shares his knowledge and experience of how the yoga wisdom tradition can guide us toward meaningful and transformative spiritual experiences.

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